For a long time I had closed my eyes
Opening it would be hard but nice
It took me so long to realize
Love could make my sun shine and rise.
When I opened my eyes I saw you first
You’re the one replenished my heart’s thirst
I didn’t look around for someone else
For you’re the pearl in the precious shells.
You’re the butterfly that makes me bloom
You’re the light that threw away my gloom
You swept away my emptiness
You eased my with your cheerfulness.
My heart outcries no one else but you
Without you, I’m like a single shoe
Useless, alone and full of sorrow
Like a bow without an arrow.
You’re the one my heart needs to beat
Melodious, rhythmically and sweet
Feelings that can’t personally say
You don’t know that I’m feeling this way.
I thought it would be enough for me
To know that you are happy, and see
But hiding my feelings is so hard
Because it’s so difficult to ward.
How good it is to feel when in love
Like flying freely like a dove
But hurts like a thousand prickle
Like falling in so many thistle.
Very deep wounds will take time to heal
But it will leave an ugly scar still
I tried to reach you but you’re so high
So I flied to reach you on the sky.
Because love will never fade away
You’ll always be in my heart to stay
I’ll let you fly just how breeze flew
Even though my world turn into blue.
Love is like this crimson pretty rose
So beautiful to see one of those
But when touched, it will badly prick your hand
To get is to risk blood flow in sand…
-- by Airam Zenemijil
Illusions of my delightful past
A morning crumpled into a trash
Denying vainful pains lost in smile
Memories flowing in river Nile
Illegitimate dreams of paused time
Threnody from this melodious chime
Incorrect feelings buried in crime
Because of my life's enchanted rhyme
Enlightened from their words full of plea
Looking for my liberty's lost key
It is warded by anger's left ash
Evening's fears are coming in rush
Verity's veil destroys life beauty
Enclosed in my dreams community
In my world of intense fantasy
Nothing remains as a prophesy
Days are fading for the phantoms crown
Reaching freedom in the devil's town
Evenings are full of deafening scream
Angels yawning by the crimson stream
Mysterious stories of history
Severe wounds of a fancy fairy
While everything seems dark and scary
Hated world inside my dairy
Invitations to attend my trials
Common war of truth and denials
Haunted nightmares of fury and strife
Awful rejection of blooded knife
Reveling my present rebellion
Encouraged to live in rejection
I'm to weak to walk and stand alone
My obsession to have my own clone
Punished for something I haven't done
Oblige to come with my spirit's Hun
Siblings for the purpose of nothing
Scarlet sunset enough for dying
I am defined as a parvenu
Believing to become someone new
Lunatic emotions in some view
Elegy void without any clue...
-- by Airam Zenemijil
Ha! you want my respect
I respect everyone, because we are all equal in mankind and God.Now respect don't get you much but a pat on the head and a ticket to my kiddie table. I love the kiddie table. Now don't do anything like, thinking or trying to change my opinion. By roc64.
The war must end!
For every woman who want a man in her life. You says “I don't have to put up with this” . Be reminded, the study is in! After 60 plus years! You have not had to put up with "it," and every year we get another generation of women who are alone in greater numbers. Let see if you can understand me, we men have not really change much in the last 60 years..
I have only one fact to turn this trend of loneliness around. Keep a man, Mothers and fathers teach boys an girls to respect men and respect women again. Teach girl and boy to follow their dreams free of Competition with each other. We must now evolve to a point, where we all realizes we work better in pairs. Competition and the sexes are not compatible. The oldest war must end at some point and everyone own their own faults.
Grow up and gain respect for each other again. please only respond if this is directed to your lifestyle choice because "Gay" may not be your cup of tea, or it is! I must say from observation they do seem to understand. That we do work in pairs better, than the ones who will breed the next generation now. As for men respecting her, is respecting yourself. ladies, a man is not a tool you can use then throw away. The world has changed and we must adapt to the fact they might want us with no need from each other.roc64
Maybe it is the Journey?
Why must everyone think they need answer to every question, they really can't understand the question in the first place. Mankind’s mind will one day reach the size when our numbers and vast history will reach a tipping point. the global hive mind "if you will" may understand the question one day answer them.
Now as for you, the royal you, everyone of you! My advice is! Go get something to eat and find something constitutive to do! Relax! you're not going to wrap your head around much so grab a drink, take another toke, sip that beer a little more, whatever you have to do! just shut up. by roc64
Waking up one day and finding out I wasn't a fighter, it's like most of my kind we were born a defender. Given a reason, stacked with hope,change,power,obligation and even some times being wrong. "WE THE DEFENDERS STAND WITH OUT FALLING" ....By roc64
THE FORGOTTEN TRUTH OF PEACE IS NOT THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO CARE. IT'S THAT YOUR GOING TOO, WHILE BEING A FOOL FOR YOUR FRIENDS AND LOVE ONES.... ROC64
Ruined by talent
Truly talented people wake up every day and fight to keep the passion inside. They need no motivation, they were created to expand man’s understanding of beauty. They escape into their art to enrich the world,with this power of creation. with that power comes fear mixed with dread, that their art will never measure up to the beauty of the universe and True creation......by Roc64
I understand loneliness! It's when you miss some one, thing, feeling and knowing it will never return to what was, memories fade but a scent, a touch, that sound of music can return us to any mood born of nostalgia. Always returning to that trapped in a sentimental, foolish moment..... by roc64
Dreams that should not fade.
Happy Martian Luther king day sorry to my foreign friends if you don't understand this, but this is for the once and future great nation I live in... My American brothers and sisters eat, drink and live this.
I went back to my old Myspace today thinking about the late 90 and what it meant before the towers fell and we all went a little crazy. I saw my picture and thought wow this was me in the early days on the net, the first real social group "Myspace" created by Americans who wanted to share.
Before grand ma could use a computers and everyone who couldn't use html were lost looking at how great the people who did page's were. You had to work to learn how to create something small. When a group was what you listen too. when someone said meme, it was consider whining and funny, in a bad way.
We all rocked the vote instead of political ads shared and passed around not thinking what it meant to not pick a side....
Hope about change for the better and not changes for "what I want" the hell with the country or what is really right "I just want, what I want" and we will kill to get it. Clinton was president and we didn't divide on every issue. We knew what he did to that girl and the crazy people didn't have more people who liked them than god......
Guns and drugs were bad and feeding the pour didn't get a share, they had to actually help people. loved those people who got involved.
We would never have seen health care as bad and guns as freedom. If you would have told me a brother in the white house trying to pay bills while old white men were planning to destroying the united states credit i would have laughed....
Did it really come to this, that unity means to pick a side and you turn your back on your friends, to sit by yourself because that's the only peace in the world..... smh meant nothing and being yourself meant everything. You were going to change the world one day. The day has come, where the only way you could reach people is with pictures that mean more than the words in them.
Don't give up on dreams like a city on the moon, feeding someone poor is not creating a world where people are lazy, it's what good men did to do the right thing. Freedom and peace achieved by being peaceful means and like the man born this day Gandhi, Mothers and fathers, The one some celebrate on Christmas day or whoever is in your mind, culture, religion or life who is about forgiveness, strength, sacrifice,unity,peace and we "Will over come".
I still have my dreams, they may seem crazy, but people look at a women who goes gaga and men named west in a dress and we all say that's OK.... Nikki was having a Manji with her ego and Id you said "I like that." Spending your day posting about how cool your phone is on your blog, as I step over some one in need. little Wane's are consider great poets and Common men are blasted for going to the white house. Maybe I have to much of a opinion, maybe I am just to old but I never gave up on my dreams and until they killed him, her, them, me why stop.
Was it not funny when they just got you to not care! we all had to do one thing "stand for something" now no is a way of life. nothing, God and faith weren't cool, some remember believing didn't make you a fool and respecting our elders is still not OK..... We had baby mamma drama and dad was not working for his child future, just the squares for today, but it didn't get us down.... We just knew we had betters days to come. Hope is what we had and what we needed. We all were not scared someone was going to attack us, so moving forward wasn't all that bad. Jobs were up and hate was down but now in 2014 it has all flipped and turned upside down. Well back then we all had to listen because we didn't have a pod on every ear so we could not ignore what is......roc64
True face of art
True face of art
Some people think paint on canvas is true art some pencil on paper. Why put art in a box and try to define inspiration? Your medium is your medium. If someone wanted to use macaroni or Lego to make art and it inspires you, it is art....roc64
Snow powder that blows so cold. Every year I am glad you came. It was a shame when your flakes did not drop. Kids ran and play, snowball's thrown in joy. Castles and men all made, angels grown like crops. My only problem is when the sun comes out and temperature Spike, the thaw comes and the fun must stop :( by roc64
The one known as i am
To the one who is. "I am" love fills me, his energy gives me motions, his love gives me purpose. No fear can take me away from his grace. No sin can stain the forgiveness i must earn. No doubt who inspires me. Good day my brothers and sisters. by roc64......
Love is not a company, or a box of candy or a gift. Kisses don't start with that Kay, But love is eternal, powerful, Hard, sacrifice and brave. Look at your love one and remember what made you love them in the first place. Think of the courage it takes to say those words, remember where you are, how it will be, and how much the world can change with out it. by roc64
People keep saying "for kids" like that is a bad thing. Kids just enjoy things, my son makes countless thing better because he still has that sense of "wonder." when I see thing through his eyes, I feel the energy. Jade is a stone, being jaded just makes things lack luster, enjoy yourself...roc64
What i see
The bibles say we all come from the one, who spoke the words "let there be light." , Science says we all started from a single point that exploded and expanded to create the universe. If you think god explain the entire complexity of the universe in a book you're a fool. He does speak to those who listen in a way they can understand. the bible was written so long ago do you think god could explain to those who lived then how it all work in a book? Those who don't think their is truth in the bible are also so blind and misguided you cant see the forest, because your stuck looking at a leaf. There is no one answer because god and existence are not meant to be explained by your level of intelligence. I don't know everything and i wont try too, but i feel god around, in and working through me. "wake up and stop looking for answer you can't understand how what and why it's beyond, you can waist your time questioning every thing you shouldn't! Instead of fighting over if god is real, why not fight to feed every child or make someone life better. Here is a simple truth all of history till now man has wanted to know how we can to be there are 2 answers so far religion and science and if your a master of ether you can only say one thing i chose to Believe......By roc64
The one thing that can be gained in this technocratic society is belief in nothing. What "I" want and Fear has grown to separate us from our brothers and sisters. Labels to tell you, you are different and who you are. We have created cages the mind can't escape. The biggest lie we all believe is you are Special. When you help no one but yourself worry about only you, and only plan and work for only your future, You are special to no one but yourself. there is no "I the people," it is "We the people"...... by roc64
Power of new worlds that spill from our mind. Ever flowing land scrapes that help us escape. Art the only loving partner most will have or ever know. Always understanding and can see through to your soul. You can't have heart with out ART by roc64
The real light in my life is not my imagination my job, my life up to this day, accept for one day, the day my son was born. My heart my life my everything. One day he will carry the proud traditions held in the heart of his old man like i am proud of mine. roc64